Maybe, Just Maybe. . .

I don't think I can get through this anymore. Maybe I don't want to get through this. You let me down one too many times, you left me when I needed you the most. You gave up. Maybe, just maybe I enjoy the countless nights of laying in bed thinking, just thinking. I could never stop my tears from flowing. I could never keep you from leaving. Maybe I'm not scared anymore, maybe this is all temporary. You will never understand was I have been through. And maybe, just maybe it's time to let go.