Desperation

For the past few weeks, months, and even years, I have been craving a male companionship. And I must say it's quite unhealthy. I'm so desperate to feel desired, to feel needed, and to feel loved, that this deep longing has blinded me. I look for salvation in other men, when I really should be looking within myself. It truly scares, my desperation that is, so much that I believe it will ultimately be my downfall.